I wish I am more resistant towards tiredness. The projects are killing me. I've been thinking alot lately. I was thinking of expanding my creativity outside Singapore. I was thinking of going to places in NatGeoAdventure channel. My desire to explore the other side of the world is soo unbearable. I was thinking of forming a political movement against cutting down trees, clearing poverty and saving child slavery. Hah.. I went too far, but I know someday, something like that will happen. I was thinking of bringing my art to another level. I was thinking of selling my artwork in the next Arts Bazaar in school. I was just so moved and inspired by the kind of artwork the students in my school created. They were fresh and definitely worth buying.

I could see myself in a white painted room in the future. Each wall filled with art of different forms. I want a pink corner. With bold black and white letterings, like a mega collage of magazine cut outs. Buy paitings from the fine arts students and feature their works in my bedroom sized gallery. I also want a fair share of greens and life. If I could afford a butterfly sanctuary, I'll gladly do so. I would want a garden of my own, where the big strong tree spread its majestic arms, protecting me from the direct sun. I'll lay down candles all around and light them up at night and kiss my soulmate, while submerging with the sound of crickets and life as natural as it is.

Sometimes,I do hate for thinking too much.Analyzing every single detail that never really matters to me until I became a sick analytic mind bomb. I blame it on art itself. In a good way of course. Because art pushes the boundary of your everyday thinking and gives you a whole new perspective. Yah yah. call me arty farty. But im not really. I just happen to think further than usual. Ive been submerging myself with god's best creation. Nature itself. And i do thank him for the pair of eyes,eventhough suffering from myopio and astigmatism, Im still able to feast on the wonders of your clouds, skies, glistering sun and the whole eco-system.



Anyways..the bed is calling me now.. And these tired eyes will be the same ones watching you wake up every day. :) Gotta go and not keep her waiting..


Xoxo