its been 3 days now, I've been sick. Still no one cares.
I couldn't even get out of bed just now, still no one cares.
I was fighting with the worst menstrual pain in my whole entire life, I wanted to get up but I couldn't. I was hungry and thirsty but yet my throat refused to swallow anything. I puke out bread.
The pain was so unbearable, I was literally punching my stomach to make the pain go.

I asked for help.
A simple task to go down and help me get pills and porridge
and that was too fucking difficult for you.

TIger balm made me feel abit better.
Too weak to even answer my phone or pull the pillow up.
I struggled to the kitchen on my own, and all they did was just carry on with their sick ignorant lives.

The boiling water scalded my palms as I pressed the cloth on my stomach.
Slowly..

slowly..

Slowly......now..

i fell into a deep sleep where I wish I didnt have to wake up and face the day.

thanks.bitches.