you're a mess. you've messed up your life. you've messed up her life. you've messed up everything that comes along.

why are you even here?
you should be the one lying on the hospital bed waiting for your world to end because you deserve it. not her.

god. take it away from her and replace her with me. i'm ready for this eventhough everythings at risk. but who the fuck cares because i know she'll lead a better future than me. do it. now. just take it away from her..please..

let me be the one who have to go through this.
i'm ready to give up..