sometimes you feel like you're choking yourself with bottled up feelings and constantly struggling for air.

your stomach churned as you get stucked into the turbulence.

you see yourself slowly eaten up in the vortex.

you know you cant get out on your own,you know you need someone to extend her/his hand and grab hold of you to stop you from being swallowed down.

you know so much but yet you're too stubborn to let anyone in.
anyone.even someone familiar.

Didi,Arman. i need you both the most right now..
Help me please..