I feel really empty.
and its pathethically depressing.
I feel so jaded,i can eat 35 cups of clam chowder and bloat to death.

i wish we had more time.
i wish you weren't tired.
i wish you had the whole week off and spend days with me like how we used to.

i miss us going crazy for each other.
our favourite hang out places are calling us. But the empty seats are left untouched for months now.

1 more hour and mom will turn 50. i wonder how i'll look like when i reach that age.