everywhere i go.everthing that i observed, this mechanism in my head just drives me to use these advantages on my assignments,projects and myself.

deep..

the waters are running deep and im more determined to get out on my own than rely on someone to save me.


Bali is confirmed and im still going with or without those that i invited.

and if i do go alone without any of them, then i guess, it will mark the start where i'll go very very independant.

I'll finally learn to feel numb again just like before. because everything is hurting me one way or another now and i dont wish to break apart and let these tears roll down my cheeks.


And i will finally not feel that i've been let down over and over again.
Cheers to myself.


have a great weekend
and have a blast for finishing up all the major projects for this 1 week!