u went off for k.l last night and i cried like fuck in the cab..
the driver was tuning in to 98.7fm and guess what was on the radio?
Light Up the Sky by Yellowcard.
i cried twice as bad...
the rain outside was pouring like crazy and it always happen whenever one of us is leaving each other for a holiday..
it seems like the rain felt wat we felt..the rain poured its contents with us.
standing infront of the school,having u kissing me all over my face.and that intense sensational pressure on my forehead made fat tears rolled down my cheeks faster and faster...
i hug you so tight wishing that i could go too..i hope i was sealed in ur mind for the next 3 days that you're gonna be away..
my first night was horrible bunny..i kept on crying eventhough i was already home..i didnt want to go to sleep..i wanted to keep myself awake till i know that you've safely arrived..but the cough syrup was too strong for me and i knocked out a few mins after...
i woke up in a daze this morning. i got a msg from Jihah saying that we're gonna have outdoor drawing at youth park and we're gonna play football there too..i was excited.. but i was glued to the bed.. cuz it was only 8a.m and im widely awake..
i checked my phone..and still,no sign of a miss call.. i replayed your voice when you sang Grand Theft Autumn in my phone.. i replayed it over and over again..And i replayed the funny Dear Bobbie version by you .. hearing the laughters at the background made me smile..
your voice woke me up with such postivity.. and then i rolled over to look at our pictures..and i started missing you so bad...
i stayed in bed till 11..and if u were here...you know this is the time where you'll get a wake up call from me to constantly bug you so tat you would wake up and go to work...hehe..i miss doing tat...
i knew i was late...so i rushed everything and i went to mom's toilet to put on my contact lens.i took the right side of the lens and pour out the solution out of the right side of the container.
i was about to pop the lens in when i realised tat it wasnt on my fingertips.Panic,i ran out to get my glasses and was in disbelief tat my contact lens was NOT ON MY FINGERTIPS! and then it sunk in.
fuck.it went down the sink.
$30 gone.and it was a new one.not even a week old.FUCK!
i begged mom to gave me cash to buy a new one just now before going to youth park..and she did..
ahahahahah...
the day was super hot and i was very very rimas.1/3 of the class played soccer during the 15 mins break..and we continued playing after class..
met up with ej first..and sat at LJS with man too before Didi came over..
and guess what bunny..
i bought a shirt..hehehe..
i know...kill me!
ej,didi and i went to borders to look up on some books and i saw this desserts cookbook! i fell in love with it.. i tried to capture the recipe in my phone but the staff was right behind me..pfft..
and den..i headed home cuz i was feeling soo tired....
i was listening to Ternyata Cinta by Padi..
and i cried badly..wussy...
baby..i miss you..come home quick..i miss your voice...call me soon...i love you arman....and i miss you so so bad..... :'(
its 12.33am now..and i bet you're still out there going around k.l sourcing for food..or visiting the night life there..
while im here.. coughing like fuck..it doesnt stop baby..its making my tummy hurt..i chatted with Nana just now and she gave a kiss on the lips on behalf of you...how sweet is tat..and i started crying..
and she said these words:
the animals that are suffering in ANTARTICA.. says:
NITE2. TAKE CARE.. N MUST RMBR ABG ALWAYS LOVE YOU N MISS YOU LOTSS..
aww....
:)
bunny..im going to take my cough syrup now..and i'll probably be gone within 3 mins...i love you hunny..take care of yourself..i miss you like how kobis miss sawi....
nite nite my boogerdude..