AT LAST i am letting reality sink in without any guilt.

yes people.i have officially turn 20 at the stroke of midnite.

16 September dok.. 20 years of living in this world.

hhahaha.cool shiet..

i had the best 3 days of my life since 14th . cuz the whole bunch of us girls went out.buka outside.make a whole lot of noise. and den lepak.and den got chased away.but we didnt give a fuck.we were all high on cake.haha.cuz everyone started going nuts and CUCKOO after eating the cake.

ahahaha..and seriously. i thank all of you girls for making it happen!

DIDI.SYA.MEOW.NORA!.AYU. THANK YOU FOR CELEBRATING MY BIRTHDAY LAST 2 NITES!

KORANG AWESOME BOSSOMS!
sumpah tak bedek!

and i miss SITT.YASMIN.LYDS AND DARF like fuck!

okay? dont think i dont miss you pussies..i love the whole lot of you!

den.. i had the most nerve wrecking birthday/date ever last night.

hahaha..its not as if im meeting Arman for the first time lah..but i swear i was nervous like fuck lah..
den .. met him. he was late!.. pfft...

hahaha..but but i wasnt all that pissy afterwards cuz i totally missed him like fuck.
and we ate at komala's. and one of the worker down there was really disturbing.hahaha.and AND . WE SAW ORLANDA BLOOM. keling version!

hot jugak eh..but hairy-er. eww..

paid husain a visit at his workplace den off to somewhere else..
somewhere goddamn breezy and picturesque.

and he gave me card and this soft-toyed sunflower,which i named it LALA.
its super cute .1 thing bout this sunflower is that..it can NEVER die and.i can go to sleep with it..

:D :D :D

DEN today. which is finally my REAL BIRTHDAY. my house was bombarded by family members and members of the society which turned family.hahah

mom,dad,abg mimi,abg yayan,kak wahidah.kak nurul.ucu.im.aahh..
best kan dapat buka ramai2..

i got a blood red sexy hot bag from kak wahidah..and the mango cake from Royal's.MENINGGAL DOKK..! and my irritating abg yayan bought for me a hot pink puma bag..touching sak..cuz we got into a super big argument the other time and havent been talking to him ever since..

but it was so nice of him to actually get me something for my birthday..alalala..

and mom was asking me when will i be getting married.

kiwak..please.not in another 7 years time okay ..
hahaha..cuz she was telling us tat she got married at the age of 20..so young.. too young.. bla bla..

life story..
hahaha..

im so happy and glad tat my 20th birthday wasnt bad after all cuz i remembered being so afraid facing that BIG 2-0.

im really thankful being blessed by great company of friends. family.. eventhough god knows what happen behind close doors.. and a wonderful boyfriend.the good friend that turned to someone that i love most.. Arman..i love you alot.. alot alot.

and thank you all for the wishes and gifts. I REALLY APPRECIATE IT FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART..

i really do..

sigh...
bye2 19 ..and hello to a new beginning! :D

fist up.gore as fuck!
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