my life has been one hell of a rollercoster ride..
there are times when i fall out most of the time and not being able to retrieved back what was mine.
and there are times when i cant be more happier than this.

love found,love lost..friends found and friends lost.
bonds tightened,chemistry broken.
but neverthless,i am thankful being where i am and being the person that i was brought up to be.

i miss the familiar faces..the familiar voices but i anticipate the new ones that i'll be able to hear..to tickle my ear drums and leave me laughing breathlessly..

i know i have a whole lot of opportunities ahead of me and i cant wait to seize them eventhough im afraid most of the time.afraid of the risk that im about to take.

but a good old friend of 14 years had taught me to overcome my fears..and jump right on the boat and keep on paddling and dont look back.just keep on paddling till i reach my destination...

this is where i am..
paddling to my first destination.
school.
keep on going and never look back over the decisions that ive made before entering school.
to never regret the decisions that ive made MYSELF.because what happened,was for the best.
and to believe in myself..

thank you Didi for being the best friend that i will never get if i hadnt met you in primary school. :)

and of course i'll never forget my other best friend of 14 years too who is so busy with her sporting world.. that its been ages since we last sat at our usual spot at tampines and eat otak-otak.and bitch about life and love..

Yasmin.. yes,i miss you like fuck too..
we must meet up soon before Ramadhan so that we can eat our hearts out at Pasta Mania or something okay..just the 3 of us.. :)

honestly,this blog isnt really a heart to heart account cause i find myself really difficult to relate my true feelings..

however..its always best to keep some things to yourself..
:)

let me take this opportunity to send my well wishes to those who are close to my heart...to those ive not been having time for..
- Sitt..i hope Amber is doing fine in your tummy.. and im really sorry i missed out on your birthday celebration.but we will meet up soon for the eat out session with the girls aight?..i miss you kazillion times..

- Sya..good things happen for those who wait.. :) i cant wait for the development of our gig poster..i love you loads partner!

- Darfina..gnibalf ketet still cracks me up too..you viking woman.i miss you truckloads too.

- Lyds.. next time,put your wallet in your bag.hahaha! i miss you too.

- Meow..its been a long time.. how have you been? how's life?..i hope everything is going well for you.. get back to me whenever you're free.. :)

- Rynna..hold on..i'm coming to your rescue!!! :)

- Zul..its been a long time since we last met..i hope you're doing well with whatever right now.. and its good that you're being mentally prepared for your NS.. take care ex bf..send my regards to your parents..

have a good weekend ahead people..
blessed be. .

sigh..