this is so pressurizing.
i am going beserk
i feel like fuck.

my dad hasnt come home for 2 days now.
without a call.

why must everything happen all at once.when school is in fucking 4 more days?
why why fucking why.

and i was doing so good for the past few weeks.

putting all my problems at the back of my mind..keeping myself occupied,being mentally ready and to have all of them just crushed into pieces in a day.
goddamit issit fair?!

i have continous heartache.not just you
i have strings of tears everytime i think about it now.

and i am needing only one person in my life right now but it seems that the person is trying to get away from me.

how fair can this be?
and now i feel guilty for the decision that i've made.

why cant i just feel happy for once.or why cant people let ME BE FUCKING HAPPY FOR ONCE AND NOT DESTROY IT CUZ U THINK THAT ITS THE BEST THING TO DO.

SEE. YOU THINK.not ME.
BUT its not YOU who is going through all these shits.its ME.

stop thinking wats best for me and stop assuming that it will be the perfect answer to settle this situation when IT ISNT.

i am all stressed up again
wow
congratulations.

kanina.
i am fucking stressed
and the idea of going to school just sickens me now

JUST LEAVE ME ALONE
EVERYONE. BACK OFF