stayed home the whole time

bored as fuck.
i was fasting just now.
so..i was a good girl.
no curses,no nothing.

gah..

i had the fasting thingy pretty well planned.
got up for sahur,ate.
slept my lovely ass off till 2pm

showered,read a book.got bored.lie around.read the damn book again.msged ppl.waiting for calls.

and then it was already 4.30.watched Anak Metropolitan.hahaha
Ellen D..
Tyra Bank Show..

ooh.. its 6.45pm!!
(hungry like fuck already)

got up,cooked ayam black pepper.

waited..and waited...

RRRrrrriiiinng!!! *---- !(my family name not inserted on purpose) dah bang!!

OKAY!!!
WOHOOO!

hahaha..mcm siak.

eh fuck ar..pretending aint cool.

and the feeling is setting in again.

why do i feel suicidal?
chill ar babe..life aint worth crying your eyes out for a jerk who doesnt even care about you.. (*pats on the shoulders..)

hah.easier said than done motherfuckers..easier said than done.

how i wish i am not as stubborn as a mule.and not as secretive and as stubborn and as stubborn and as stubborn

sometimes..i feel like I deserve the shieldtox on my head.

vivi.. didi..im sorry if i pushed u guys away..sometimes.i dont even know wats going on in my head..
i love you both dearly...

fuck lah fuck lah fuck lah.