it happened again.
i went hysterical
pills were in my mind.

and i wont be fine for the coming weeks

i hope i don't have to deal with tis kinda shit once school starts
there will be no room for me to argue and think unecessary stuffs.

and this time,im certain.

baby,i will heal.but i will not forget how it feels like to end up in the same spot everytime im with someone.to cry and wail in desperation in the middle of the night.

being with you for 1 year and 9 months was bliss for 3 months and bullshit for the rest of it.

you were never sincere enough and you never love me enough.
im glad you've got what you've always wanted from me.

obviously,you couldn't care less.
i gave you everything and i get shit in return? .

i hope you're happy with the damage that you've inflicted upon me.

are u happy now?

i lose out again.. nothing new.nothing seems to have changed.


boys and their lies.