I got sick today. for no fucking reason.
i still have no idea how the fuck and why the fuck i'm down with a fever.its fucking uncool cuz i feel so fucking helpless and lethargic and fucking cranky.

And dad took off with my money again.
when the fuck is ths shit gonna stop.

i thought things will be fine but no..i feel really really bored right now and i feel like poking myself and poke and poke for watever reasons.

i need food.i need porridge..will some kind soul just appear infront of my doorstep with a bowl of warm soupy chicken porridge... please..ph-rease.. haa...

argh..


i feel so shitty i swear.. like super duper wooper goober shitty...
and nope didi..i didnt get my dose of ketamine today...


fuck right?.i know.. haaaa..chibai ...

cemetery gates by pantera has been stuck in my head since last night ..its hypnotizing me.. i swear.wherever i went,even when i was asleep,the song kept playing in my head..i beginning to feel that the song is satanic.hahaa.kiwak..merepek sak.

eh siak ar..my brain is so aint working properly right now..
i feel like knocking the cuckoos off my head with a mullet..

bra..bla..bra..bla..

IM BORED LAH ..! AND IM PISSED..IM DAMN PISSED.PISSED.PISSY.PISSING.PISS.

yesterday i went to lasalle to take my picture taken.and boy i look like some shit head.. gahh..

da lah..im going down down in the earlier round..sugar we're going down swinging..i'll be your no.1 with a bullet..load it god complex cock it and pull it.


tata tits..