there are some things that ive regret doing. and i dont know if the thing i did 2 days ago was something that i will regret the most.

but why sustain something that only brings more damage than happiness?

i find myself back to square one over and over again.

obviously anyone who is reading this will be totally clueless.oh well.its better this way.

i love my life being unknown to the masses.it gives me security knowing that no one cares and no one bothers.being nobody is something that i would reall wanna be.pfft.not as if im somebody out there.but how much i wish for a life without unecessary people.just me,my soulmate.my family and a few trusted friends and bunny.
:)

i need a break.like seriously.troubles and problems are piling up and its giving me a massive headache.


letting somebody go is a painful process.being okay seeing him with someone new is even painful.but..i dont know.im totally clueless myself.

so help me god.


im departing for batam in 5 more days.
counting down has begun.

and have a safe trip back home my friend. :)