argh!
im gonna lash it out now now now!!

too bad i dont have long straight hair.
and too bad i dont intend to have long lovely straight/rebonded hair
too bad im not fair
too bad im not gonna sit down and watch my dreams being washed away
too bad i aspire to become somebody in the future
too bad i dont listen much to Caliban and favourite any of their songs!!
too bad i dont have long sleeve checkered shirts so that you'll feel good going out with me
too bad i love laces more than anything else
too bad i dont own another pair of black pants
too bad i listen to metal and still idolised FALL OUT BOY
too bad i am not the typical kind of girl who have to do every single thing you say
too bad i'm like this muthafucker!

too bad!

this is me.and i aint changing just so you'll feel good about yourself

too fucking bad that you know about other girls/people more than you know your own girlfriend

too bad im whoring this out in MY blog.cuz i dont give a shit to you anymore

too bad.ive had enough and ive had enough and ive had enough

too bad that you CANT FUCKING COMMUNICATE WITH ME.NOT FOR EVEN ONE MINUTE WITHOUT GETTING PISSED AND SLASHING OUT CURSES AT ME.

too bad that your love is THAT shallow.that even if i were to ever get fat,you'll get me a fucking treadmill to slim down cuz you'll be too embarrased to hold me hands!

you are plain stupid and shallow.
you are too egoistic and insensitive
and what have you

and i am dissapointed.and i AM SAD.AND I AM PISSED.

cuz it only means this much to you.the relationship is getting worse and you aint doing anything to make it better.you aint even helping yourself out.


but u can know all the things in the world about other people
and not know even my favourite song

or my favourite colour

or my favourite dish

or my favourite teevee show

yes.it may mean nothing to you.but it means a whole of shit to me cuz it just goes to show how much you're willing to know more about me to love me even deeper.

cuz i know every corner and bits and pieces of your fucking life and after 1 year and 9 months.you aint know nothing about me!
NOTHING

all you know is to IGNORE.GET PISSED.AND CURSE ME EVERYTIME.

just what the fuck is in your fucking brain zul!!

ARGH!