things in the house are seriously getting on my nerves.
my mom is pushing things so hard onto me.i feel like every private space that i have has been taken away.
and my dad has been constantly demanding money from me.
fuck.
the more i stay at home,the more i loathe everything around me.

when i got out from my house..out to ecp with boyfriend and friends.. everything seems swell.the feeling of freedom.i had never appreciated the smell of fresh air so much..
everything seems all better when im out..

and i mean EVERYTHING.


it feels totally sucky to be in this position.its like everyday.u have to deal with this SHIT feeling.and keeps sticking onto you no matter how much you try to brush it off.

on a lighter note
...

ive finally bought the materials for N's outfit..
im off to the tailor tmr.. =)

i hope tis is the beginning of a good start for my passion in fashion.hehs..

come one people.give me a goddamn standing ovation.
i deserve it!


ahah.
btw..


banans in pyjamas are gays lah siallll!!