Tears trickling.
Head throbbing in pain
Suicide was playing in mind
But she was contemplating

Razors danced on her wrist
Caressing the virgin flesh
So pure..so subtle..so dignified
A sudden gush of pain
A sudden leap of release

Lapsed memories
Intertwined sonic space
Came crumbling down within seconds

Her pregnant mind burst
.
.
.
.


45 minutes of silence
Strucked by agony and confusion

Silence..
Blank.

No more questioning
No more doubt
The intention was done
Fulfilled the self-inflicted pain

Solace..

..................................................

A shooting star across the sky

Faith,she wished for


Strength she seeked



Answers she searched



Love..she longed for

The cold midnight wind whizzed past her
Hair gliding delicately on her shoulders
Eyes too swollen to open
She rest her head on her kness


Memories whirlwind in her bloated head
Too painful to think

Another try of retrieval
Bounded by the words of hurt

She stopped.
Everything

everything...


Her mind,a ticking mindbomb
Blows up.




The light shuts on her..

Vivid imagery of a loved one
Extend her arms to reach him
It was too late now..

Gasping for breath
A desperate attempt to just live another day with him
Her hand slipped
She's gone.

forever..





:crippled by emotions.im as good as a train wreck.god help me.i plead before you.save me from further damage that i have done to myself.guide me.give me back the strength that i once possesed.i dont see the old me in the mirror anymore.restore my faith towards you.restore my vigility.dont turn your back against me.i need you.more than anything else in this world.i longed to be with you.take me instead of the ones that i treasure the most.take me back to where i belong so i will make this a happier world to live in for him.im ready..: