why am i having all these negative thoughts towards my love?
maybe,the past doesnt really erase thoroughly.
like eraser dust , they linger,irritating you every now and then.Reminding the scum who had caused such chaotic mess in your life.
oh well,just like eraser dust,you just have to brush it off once it starts to itch on you.

.... . . .

shopping was great
i bought this dress that ive been longing to buy for just $30
wahahaha..
siapa2 nak gi shopping,ajak aku ok.
aku tahu where to get the cheapest treats

lol.

my hair is still bothering me much
way tooo much.

and oh yah.! i bought a suwwett-tah black necklace with a skull pendant

eh sial ar..
the sleepiness is getting into me.
exactly 12 more hours to go for the raya outing..
I DONT FEEL LIKE GOING...!!!
aku ngantok.
can i like,be the pillion of anyone's bike tmr so that i won't get all cranky and agitated and shits like tat..puhllleassee..


or anyone..hire a bus or watever..so that at least i can sleep soundly during my journey

wooii..malas nye..

and mr love is not being a gentle man at all..

i dont know why guys change soo fast
bila starting2 baru matair,its all super mushy,i'll cross the ocean just for you and superficial sweet nothings like tat,ya ya TO THE da.

and after awhile...they get too comfortable and start to take things for granted..

cibai
i dont like it.
and the reason or rather excuse they will give u when you ask "dear?..why aren't you doing the things that you used to when we first met?"

is!


"dulu,dulu nye cerita lah."

Ewah..banyak cantik ckp mcm gitu..
they are like the SQUARE-ST OF ALL SQUARE-MINDED creatures on this EARTH...

sometimes,i just cant be bothered.iye kan ajer lah..

but they are too logical and stubborn and step pandai in MANY WAYS..
no offence lah k..
but this is just my point of views.

but i bet many girls think the same way too

well that's bcuz I AM a girl to start with
and not "Transsy"
new word from Kaz.


he's a mofo . i swear
hahahaha.



all these things on my body are au netural..

lol!

argh fuck it
im hungry



love..i hate you....
in some ways..
please go back to your old self...........................................






and seriously.do mind your language and think before you speak ok.


besides that.
i feel doubtful,very doubtful.
i dont know why
this stupid feeling has been haunting me since you came back

nites cunts .. :/