Sue the Bad Ass Bunny

Thursday, July 16, 2009

I feel like im losing everything. Every friend,every soul that ever meant so much to me. Its my fault for being this way. But I dont think being around them makes much of a difference. Ive been rejecting every outing,every social get away. I feel very rimas honestly. I only like one on one sessions.Three is a crowd. Cuz Ive never learn how to converse or relate to someone new besides you.
For more than a decade. I only have one friend.
One friend that I grew up with.
But I can't help feeling desperately jealous with the other one in the picture.
I know Ive not been making an effort to meet up.
To shower you with the best gifts.
To be able to go out late at night and have supper at cool places.
Im only just the girl next door.
The most kental girl,inside out with nothing to give but just pure love.

I'm sorry.. I dont intend to hurt u or jeprodise this friendship in anyway. Ive been bottling things so deep..Bottomline is. Im jealous. And its all my fault. ='(

Say whuut??
Stop wiggling your ass.

Saturday, May 30, 2009

I wanna grow up looking like her over the years after I get married.
Nigella is just soo sexy,cooks well,a domestic goddess,voluptuous and oh soo stunning. Arman wont complain if I ended up like her.I bet he won't mind at all.. :)

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Sunday, May 17, 2009

im back from my very punkrock trip. still feeling all woozy and lethargic. I bought a hell lot of stuffs and after spending 4 days and 3 nights with Arman, I still miss him like crazy.I still couldn't believe that we both are all well and still lovey eventhough we got into each other's nerves so badly when we got lost at Sunway Pyramid. And we were both super tired,hungry and cranky and we were desperately trying to find our meeting place. Ended up with an argument and tears. haha. how stupid. But the whole trip was really great, really disorganized and we totally crashed both hotel apartments. HAHAHA... I'll update even further once I get the pictures .. Something totally unexpected happened. And the dudes were risking their lives.

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Monday, May 11, 2009

I am finally done packing my bag. And I still feel like throwing out some of my clothes cuz my backpack is bulky. HAHA. no lah..maybe once i bring out the sweater,it'll be just fine.. i swear the sweater takes up more space than any other clothes. Its a 3 days 2 night thingy and i brought 7 underwears. HAHAHA! okay. i am like frigging hungry and super sleepy. so which one shall I do?? I'll do both of them simultaneously! eat on the bed and i'll slowly fall asleep with stomach half full. perangai budak gemok. TATA! see you asses in 3 days time!! AND i miss those bitches up there.! SARAVANNAN and AH BOY ANG KONG SIAOOOOO. HAHAH! Jihah,I'll buy a pink colour dress for you and Rena,I'll bring home a bottle of butterflies. hahaha! ok bye.

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Stop wiggling your ass.

Sunday, May 10, 2009

2 more days to go and I'll be off. I wish we were going somewhere else besides K.L cuz K.L is overrated and it is just like Singapore and I am sick of industrialization and pollution and people and dense areas and concrete jungles cuz I'm a sick ass motherfcuking environmentalist in my own form and I would love to be as one with nature. oh..kay..

My spending money was reduced to a S$100 only okay! wat am i suppose to get with a 100 bucks? buy keropok lekor and water? but im feeling soo guilty cuz it's my mom's money. worthless daughter. i should have save up before hand. but i just cant. i am allergic to ishak's. if you know what i mean. Anyways, I'm seriously and desperately finding for a job. From L.V to Starbucks to McDonald's operator (minus the minah outlook), I am contemplating PLUS procrastinating. But NO. SURIANTI, you need to find a job like A ASS A PEE. oh no, i can't believe my heels are very dry and chapping. THIS IS A SIGN OF AGEING!!!

oh, FYI. My eldest brother just dropped the marriage bomb over dinner last night. He is getting married next year. WOW.WEEE!! and he said that he only plans to have kids 10 years down the road. Can i kick his balls please? He'll be freaking 40 lah if he gets his first child and that is damn ass stupid lah. What if he falls ill (selisih) by 50. And his kid will be like 10 years old? Too young to take care of his parents let alone himself. sheesh. But whatever it is, i am excited cuz I'll be getting the room all to myself minus all their belongings which includes a whole section of TRANSFORMERS.(mind you, the eldest is 30 and my second brother is 26.) A LUGGAGE full of ACTION FIGURINES. which I actually intended to try to sell one of them and see how much I can get. HAHA. Their helmets and motor spare parts and their gadgets. Oh, they can leave the PS3 behind. I dont mind. Sigh.. but I'll definately feel the emptiness once they are out from here. The petty bickerings, the name callings, the pao-to(ings).. And I have like 5 years more before I settle down?

Hahaha.. I wanna get my things done first before I get married. My own car, my own savings up to $10 000 or more to get myself ready for any kind of setbacks. AND I wanna travel with Ibu and Abah and let them taste and enjoy my money before I grab hold of my biggest responsibility. INSYA-ALLAH. Cuz what Tok Said asked my brother stil rings in my head when he broke the news that he's getting engaged. Tok Said asked my brother a simple question which left him dumbfounded. "Dah puas kasi mak bapak makan?" And I dont want be in a position where I cant answer that.

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Stop wiggling your ass.

Wednesday, May 06, 2009

20 months had passed.. and I'm still loving you like crazy. Our date was fun,steamy and sexy. And it was such a good feeling being wrapped in your arms again. You looked hot and cute and I wish I could bring you home and tell my parents to marry me off with you there and then. Hehehe.. I like the idea of having the whole theater to ourselves and then entertained ourselves when the show bore us to death. I wanted to go Italian but you didnt and we ended up having stomach aches after that. I like the intimate conversations and whispers in my ears. I've never felt this smitten before. I Love, LURVE, LUP (NOT luppy luppy eh. :p) you alot alot alot alot! Thank you for being the best there is. I still can't get enough of you. You're too addictive.

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Stop wiggling your ass.

Sunday, May 03, 2009

say goodbye to good old me. im changing for the worst. and i can feel it. i am ashamed of myself. ok. maybe not. im just turning into a bitter woman who is not sure of anything anymore. Maybe it would have helped me abit if you were'nt always keeping things to yourself. I know I am a very difficult person, and understanding is my flaw. I am trying my best to kick that habit. I dont know why am I being so hard on myself and on you, especially. Maybe because you've treated me way too well than others did and Im putting a high standard on you and is always expecting good things coming from you. I'm sorry. I'm just human and I've always had high hopes.

I know you're asleep now and I'm having this major headache. I still wanna meet you tomorrow and cuddle you and keep telling you how much I love and miss you. Despite the arguments and petty fights, I still love you dearly. Just keep assuring me that you'll do your part and I'll do mine. I still wanna grow till I'm 80 with you and have you still serenading me with Fall Out Boy songs.. :(

Say whuut??
Stop wiggling your ass.